The picture's technically irrelevant, but I'm grateful I found one that somehow expresses my emotions this incredibly physically and psychologically demanding day anyway. I give thanks for the people who tried to make it better and for trying to make it better for the people I encountered on the way.
Seven years ago this afternoon I was told that I had cancer. What to say from the heart that's heart warming about this bitchingly hard, long and lonely chunk of my existence?
I give thanks for the times when I didn't feel in danger
when I didn't feel in pain
when I didn't feel scared
when I didn't feel stuck
when I didn't feel alone
when I felt I couldn't deal with something and managed anyway
when I faced death with dignity
when I faced life without hope
when I remembered I am all I have
and all I have to do
is keep on
loving
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